i never thought i would be admitting this but i feel like i have given up on you
i don’t look for you in a room full of people anymore
i don’t miss being in your presence anymore
i don’t question where you are, how have you been, what have you been up to anymore
i don’t seek for your attention anymore
but i also admit
your name still creeps up in the back of my mind
and my tears still shed and my heart still shatters
but it doesn’t happen as often anymore

almost there (via swteas)

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